| Touche you twat fuck... |
[Jan. 2nd, 2009|10:29 pm] |
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| | Sorry You're Not a Winner - Enter Shikari | ] |
It is strange to be writing upon this page after such a long hiatus. Call it nostalgic, but i can't help myself. Something about being able to express the infinite bounds of depressing and exciting details of my life to a mass of anonymous and incredibly judgmental group of like minded douche bags is exhilarating. Given i don't give a fleeting moments hesitation to acknowledge the fact that i have been used and forgotten throughout my entire life, it just allows me to realize that no matter how it has all turned out i would never change it. I love every second of every day because everything that i have endured has made everything that is good in life that much more beautiful. From moving away from my first love to having my heart doused in kerosene by that same girl, or to the vast amounts of truth and hope that poured into a one sided relationship, i wouldn't change a thing. Because to put it as simply as i can: This is all i need to feel alive.
To everyone who doubted, used, hated or just didn't return similar feelings: thank you. You have made me all of what i am today and i wish that you have the best happen for you.
I am still going to wait for Georgia, and everything that i hope can come with that.
Exit Johnny Sniper. |
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| As I Exhale The Flowers Turn To Ash That Blinds Me |
[Apr. 11th, 2006|05:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | So it has happened.... again. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Atreyu - The Theft | ] |
I am better.... everything is actually working out in my life now. I have a successful career as a drummer for my new band called Artex. Yeah i know we based it off of Atreyu and what not.... we thought it was funny. I made over $300 in one day, thank you ReggaeFest. Nobody seems to update these days, well i knew it would happen. I really don't know why i continue this silly journal.... i guess it is just comforting to get my thoughts out there. Well until next time. |
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| No Catchy Titles For A Moment Of This Stature |
[Mar. 18th, 2006|06:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Why? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Armor For Sleep - Walking At Night, Alone | ] |
I just found out that my grandfather, whom i became very close with after my dad died, now has kidney cancer. I don't know what the fuck this world is coming to. I swear that if this can get any worse i am going to leave. I am going to leave this life behind and go somewhere so i can exile myself from humanity until i am yet again ready to faces the horrors of this world. |
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| Your Eyes Draw Me In To Bliss |
[Feb. 26th, 2006|05:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | So it has happened.... finally | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Innocence Fleeting - Tell Why I Can't Need You | ] |
Watching the stars at night, there's nothing that I'd rather do
The moon is the only light, that I can use to look at you
So let's make this memory last, of this night that we've come to claim ours
I promise I'll never forget, such a perfect night under the stars
The air is warm with comfort, the air is warm with taste
There's nothing we have to look out for, so let's make the most of this place
So let's make this memory last, of this night that we've come to claim ours
I promise I'll never forget, such a perfect night under the stars
I promise you
So let's make this memory last, of this night that we've come to claim ours
I promise I'll never forget, such a perfect night under the stars
I promise you
This song is one of the greatest acoustic songs on the face of the earth. Under The Stars by And Then I Turned Seven is something that i listen to regularly. This song reminds me of alot of good times, times that i wish i had back. Oh well, life is life and the control i have over it just isn't good enough to bring back those good days. I will always miss them and the person who shared them with me. I just hope that you know who you are. |
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| Es Ist Nicht So Gut...... Or Atleast I Hope |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|06:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | So far gone. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Between the Burried and Me - Breathe In, Breathe out | ] |
I am just updating because i am bored as fuck. I seem to be spending the majority of my time at home these days. Even now when i have a car i stay at home. Yet i don't know why. So what is going on? i am curious of that too. well whatever peace. |
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| Redemption For My Own Doings.... I Apologize |
[Feb. 8th, 2006|06:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | time to come to terms. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Smashing Pumpkins - Stand Inside Your Love | ] |
I apologize for what was said on my previous entry. I am dong better now but i am still depressed a little. I don't look for pity, i will only speak the truth of the situation. I am a very lonely person.... i have been that way for quite some time and i am in dire need of acceptance. I just wish that their was some way that i could bring myself to a conclusion in this dreary chapter of my life. This song that i am listening to is one of my all time favorite songs ever. No matter how many times i listen to it it never gets old. I just wish that that could be said for myself. Again i apologize and i just wish that their was a way that i could change who i am. Thank you, everyone who means something to me for guiding me through this point in time, i appreciate it. |
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| Ship Out a New Box of Those Scuts |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|06:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Sometimes it just won't do. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Motion City Soundtrack - Mary Without Sound | ] |
Yeah and the broken bottles always land under my bare feet for some reason these days. Not getting accepted to my first choice school was a large blow. But i have just one thing to say to you Orono: Esta rompiendo meas bolas! That sums it up i think. My band is entering the battle of the bands very very soon and we have already produced an album and we plan to get it up selling very soon. I am growing the beard again, and i have to go and man does it itch! Guitar is my primary focus these days i don't think i have left the house in like a month which kind of blows because i feel like i don't have friends. I am in the top 150 in CS 1.6 which means i might be a candidate for the CPL or at least CAL. Which straight pwns bitches and nubs alike. Well the ROFLcopter is about to take off and i have a ticket so i will update again soon. Well i'm out, peace. |
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| I Have Become What I Have Always Feared |
[Nov. 27th, 2005|05:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Yeah... that's it. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Silverstein - Discovering the Waterfront | ] |
So...... Silverstein rocks and so does every other band on my Ipod. What's new people, just checking in i have nothing else to do. |
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